On Sunday, November
16, 2014- the race day, I felt that Kara Goucher was so very right when she
said, “That’s the thing about running: your greatest runs are rarely measured
by racing success. They are moments in time when running allows you to see how
wonderful your life is.” I felt it a few times at the moments when I was ready
to cry (that happened to me twice, yes) and when I cried (yep, I did it).
But first, I
guess, I should place my thoughts and events in order….
The Eurasia
Marathon is becoming bigger and bigger a deal and, living in Istanbul, I cannot
miss such an opportunity. Not in the marathon part though, I dare to run only
15 km. Although it is not the first of my races and the second Eurasia one, I
went to bed with my heart fluttering a little bit. And I woke up a few minutes
before my alarm clock with my body and brain fully alarmed. Taking a taxi was a
clever decision, although after Gayrettepe, the roads were closed and the taxi
driver spent some 10-15 minutes looking for alternative routes to deliver my
friend and myself to the ferry station. Meeting my wonderful excited friends
made the day brighter and happier. Also, the weather was just perfect for the
run: it was not too cold, so our limbs could operate all the time, but it was
chilly enough for a comfortable run.
The spoiler of
the day was using the portable toilets and checking in the bags. The portable
toilet experience was far from nice or funny, though it does seem a bit funny
today. Some of my friends simply could not use it and left it as soon as they
entered the world of filth and disgusting smell. Some friends dealt with it,
but you could hear coughing apparently caused by the lack of proper J air and some time was spent recovering from the toilet adventure.
Well, I thought it was a bit funny, but I left the magnificent portable body-cleansing
place coughing too, in spite of my covering the nose with some tissue. But what
can we do sometimes?
Dropping the bag
was another adventure of mine, which nearly created a hatred for the world and
human beings in my sensitive heart. However, remembering the commonly used
behavior in my dearly loved place, I just started pushing everyone with my
elbows, or whatever I could push people with at the contact time. I passed
through the narrow path between the buses and the fence and managed to drop my
bag at the correctly numbered bus despite the returning people walking closer
to the bus and the drop-off line being on the further side. To stay positive, I
decided that it was a chance for me to get some extra adrenalin for the run and
I did it!
But all those
tiny negatively charged events were successfully forgotten when the time got
closer to the start. And here the sensitive part starts. First, there was a
group of huge Turkish guys behaving noisy and silly next to us, but when the
anthem had started, they all stood to attention and started singing the anthem
of Turkey loudly and proudly. That was the first time when I nearly cried: I am
always impressed with how much Turkish people love their March of Freedom; how
they believe that they have something to live for, to be proud of. I really felt
proud to be a part of Turkish nation too (well, ok, I am Russian, and I am
proud of it, but I’ve lived in Turkey for 4 years, so I am partially Turkish
too).
And finally the
race had started. The number of the participants was so huge (I think there
were about 2 thousand women and 4-5 thousand men in 15 km), that I could not
even hear the countdown and it took some time to get to the actual start line
which was right by the bridge.
Crossing the
bridge is one of the moments making it really worth time, money and effort to
participate in any distance part of the race. The gorgeous view and curves of
the Bosporus, the mosques and palaces on its banks, and just the feeling of
being on the bridge open to walking only once a year are breathtaking. It was
the time of amazement and enchantment. Especially because this year I did not
really push myself to run fast, so I could enjoy the views to full extent.
Running down the
Barbaros Bulvari provided another teary moment. On one of the road bridges,
there was hanging a portrait of Atatürk, the great founder of the Turkish
Republic. And the way people were looking up to him, cheering and waving at him
made me feel proud to be a part of Turkish culture again. Though I have to
immediately explain that by no means do I support the cult of personality.
Russia learned her lessons from it. However, the way people believe in Ataturk,
believe in what he made for the country, how he made it (or started working on
it) quite open-minded and democratic, believing that they need a leader like
him these days- all these made me feel amazed that this is what makes people
believe in the better, in the need to support their country.
And a few
kilometers later, there was the time to cry…. When I was crossing the Galata
Bridge looking at the Hagia Sophia, the Blue Mosque and the chaotic streets,
the storm of emotions rose from my heart. It is pathetic, I know, but I simply
could not fight the feeling of happiness and pride running into the actual
Constantinople. My mind was overwhelmed by the fact that so many peoples tried
to conquer it; that the Ottomans carried their ships over the land to attack
it; that many people had a dream of ruling it, living there… I will not
enumerate other thoughts of the grandeur of the place. And I did start crying. I
cried of the fact that I could just run into this magnificent part of the city
without any negative consequences for anyone….
What else can I
ask of life?
Well I have to say that I got a little emotional reading this post...thinking about our first run in the forest together over two years ago - and all the subsequent communal running adventures sparked by it!
ReplyDeleteAnd do you remember WHO persuaded me that I could run and encouraged me to do my first run immediately 6 km? :-) Thank YOU for introducing me to the world of running (for bal kaymak though :-)- which was MY find).
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